I haven’t posted in a while. I’m sure this is important for the 2 people who read my blog. (Yes Mae, I mean you! You rawk by the way.) I think I finally have nothing to do today but blog. I’ve been so busy lately. I just got a promotion of sorts at work and transfered to another branch. I finally have benefits and, my god, health insurance. Holy Christ, I haven’t been to the doctors in years. I think my health has gone to shit . . . but finally, finally I don’t have to stress about it. Finally someone considers me a valuable human. Oh about that too, the people from my old branch gave me a going away party at this Burmese restaurant. I started feeling funny halfway through dinner and could hardly make it through the rest. I couldn’t tell any of them that I was sick cuz they’d gone through so much trouble to make the party. I was cold-sweating all the way home and totally vomitted my guts out the minute I got through the door. It was projectile-like.

I’ve also had to deal with a death in my family. My uncle had agressive cancer. He was diagnosed with cancer in February of this year and died 8 months later. There’s been weird shit going on with my parents that I don’t even want to talk about.  Or maybe I can write about it now and delete it later. Doesn’t matter, nobody reads this blog anyways. My mom and my stepdad have been fighting nonstop lately. They should’ve seperated a long time ago–who knows why they din’t. I don’t live with them but my 15 year-old brother does and he kind of tells me what goes on. Basically there’s just a lot of crazy fighting going on, verbally AND physically. God I feel bad for my brother. I remember being 15. Jesus Christ being 15 was hard especially in my family. I was just so hurt and mad at everything. I fucking hated the world. When I was 15, I pretty much stayed out all night going to punk shows and walking circles . But they don’t let my brother go out or do much.

I dunno, other stuff has been going on too. But it just seems like too much effort to organize my thoughts about it into words. Let’s just say that things can only move forward from now on. Yeah, and my fingernail came off. The one that I smashed in the door. The one that everyone said was going to fall off but I was like, no it’s not. I’ve also ditched my Smashed Finger Comics because they look pretty shitty. It’s kind of funny though. I was drawing the characters in the comic with no face because it hurt too much to grip the pen. Anyways, now that things are going back to normal I can start working on my zine and comics again.

Also for some reason I’ve been listening to this song non-stop lately: Descendents – Bikeage . I’ve forgotten how much Descendents rule.

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